All Together Now

So having most of my crushes together at the same events in one weekend helped me clarify something. I most definetly like the Yellow Farmer. It's time for the feast to settle down to one entree... and this time it's... something sweet and fun - like peaches. Although the other choices were fun too -

He's cute. And says nice things to me. And fun. And not needy for attention. Just fun.

So we'll see what happens, but I really think this could turn into something, and I kinda want it to.

This may put a slight damper in my plans for my worst prom date to come out and make it up to me... but probably not. It will, however, make me not so interested in hanging out with the guy I gave my phone number to on Saturday at my friend's birthday party.

Ok, back to work. Grind grind grind.

Roomate

I suddenly have a roommate! I spoke to her on the phone on Tuesday, met her Wednesday, and she began moving in on Thursday. She's fantastic!

Right after I met her, Portland Perfection came over to visit - on a motorcycle. I think I remember riding on a motorcycle once when I was five, and I was scared out of my wits! I can't deny that I was nervous, but my theme that has emerged for 2005 has been confronting my fears. I don't have to overcome them, but I should at least face them. I rode on the back, and it has made me even more inspired to get a scooter. No wonder people love driving in open vehicles! It's better than a convertable. I loved riding - and being nervous was part of the thrill...

Well, he hasn't officially broken up with the girl who he missed his opportunity to enjoy ME ;) for. He said they are continually realizing they aren't compatable, but he's just letting it die out. He'll be leaving for the summer to spend it in the wilderness with troubled teens as a facilitator or something. I think that's great! Everything except for him not having the guts to get himself out of an unhappy relationship... Him leaving for the summer does allow me to let him be a presense in my life without the pressure of thinking about any kind of relationship before I'm ready for it.

Right now the Yellow Farmer is becoming more of a probable relationship anyway...
At the blues party I went to last night one person asked me if I was dating "Peter Pan." I asked why they would think that, and they just mentioned that we seemed to have great chemistry. It's true, we do... but I turned down a ride-offer to the party from Peter Pan to accept one from my Yellow Farmer.
Someone else saw me sitting next to YF and said "You two look so cute together." That's a comment I just smiled at!

I told YF yesterday that it was completely unexpected when he showed interest in me last weekend... and all the time since then. It sorta was for him too, says he, because he didn't think anything would ever happen with us - from my end. Goes to show, eh?