LIFE IN YELLOW

Friday, July 19, 2002

Well, I have new news for almost every boy. Except Blue. I think I did a good job of letting him realize he should lay off at least until Red is gone.
Least eventful is Yellow, who's girlfriend came to visit last week. They had a great time, and I'm happy for them. He's going to come over tomorrow morning and cook me breakfast and have a dance lesson, so that will be fun. Yellow, just like me, has a long distance girl he's really in love with but doesn't really admit. She's a missionary and an ex-fiance, and he's having a good time dating the girl he's seeing now, but I can tell where is heart is. I've been there!
Red is worried about his image more than anyone I know. I think he purposly avoids doing anything public with me because he doesn't want anyone from his church seeing him and thinking that he's dating someone outside of his church. His church is having a nice formal dance, and my bet is this is the reason he hasn't invited me. I'll see him tonight and ask him why he hasn't invited me.
I was at a hospital last Wednesday, and they were having a jewlery sale in the lobby. I usually don't get excited over jewlery and hardly ever look at it, but my mother was with me, so we had to look. It just so happened that they had a very particular ring that white and I have been searching for. In fact, we've been looking for something similar for years, and this ring was PERFECT! It fit perfectly, was the perfect color, and was even small, simple, and unobtrusive enought that I would wear it. Why is this such big news? Well, I most likely just bought my wedding ring. I'm not wearing it yet because I want to wait for him to propose with it. . . and besides, then all this rainbow of boys would be over. I promised white that as soon as there was a ring on my finger I would no longer even flirt with other boys. I will keep that promise. :)

Monday, July 15, 2002

some slow time
Well, I only saw Yellow yesterday, and he was with his girlfriend. I really like her, and hope they have a good long relationship, but also hope I still get to be friends with him. I think it could happen as he called to make sure I was coming over, and even drove over to pick me up. We were playing Risk, and I sat on one site of Yellow while girlfriend sat on the other. He would occasionally look at me and say something flirty, and I would have to tell him he was saying it to the wrong person. As my body is being unkind to me, I gave up fighting really early in the game and went to sleep on the couch.