I stayed up way-hay-ay too late last night. Now I'm very tired. But it had to be done. Important conversations with Blue/White Idaho. We talked about everything but the one thing I really do need to talk to him about... where WE are. The DTR. (Determine the Relationship.) Possibly the end. Or maybe not. Who knows! Well, I'd love to call him and get this straightened out, but Derek is coming over today, so I know I won't have time. At least I Hope Derek is coming.

Derrek called me this morning. Wahoo! I keep breaking into a huge grin every time I think about him, something he's said, or anything related to anything to do with him.

I think I may get to spend Friday with him in addition to Saturday now. I mentioned teaching him how to dance, and he's actually up for it. He's either open-minded about doing things (bonus) or he'll do things just to spend time with me (also bonus).

He teases me about where I work, and calls it a "compound" because I live here, and there are bunk houses. (They run a summer camp here.) He said this morning that he looked it up online, and said the facade of us being an art camp even holds up there. He looked up my work online! I never even gave him the address. Somebody's thinking about me... I'm smiling.

On a different note... upon further reflection I decided that Venesuela was definetly a yellow, and not a yellow/blue. Intamacy was just his source for fun, and not a motivator.

Color explanations help:

Derrek - I mean, I'm actually even using his name - I have yet to discover what color he is. NOT a red . . . always good.

Plumber is Red. He is scared at how easy it is for me to read him. He's so obvious, and goes "WHOA!" every time I tell him what he's thinking. I've been right 100% of the time so far.

Venesuela is Blue/Yellow. We had a whole lot of fun until we kissed. Oh the kiss was good, but he then decided he was head over hills for me, and didn't care about anything he was doing that was hurting those around him. He just wanted to have fun being with me, consequences regardless. Woops on I part, I thought a kiss is just a kiss, and I'll be far away from him soon. Well, he got my number and is calling me now. Luckily, he'll forget me as soon as he has someone else to kiss.

Idaho is Blue/White. Idaho lasted about that whole time I haven't written. So we were a thing for about a year. It was true love. He's perfect and everything I'm looking for in all ways but one. The one was the top of my priority list. Now it's time to decide to move on.

I have three and a half weeks to make Derrek my boyfriend.
Which also means I have to officially decide that I need to break up with the boy left in Idaho.
Which also means I have to work hard at convincing the plumber, the dancer, and the Venesualan that it just ain't gonna happen.

I like Derrek, and I'm on the verge of twitterpation, I just need signs that he likes me back. I don't wanna scare him off, though. Oh, this is the first time in my life I've actually planned on hooking someone. The rest of the time, it just happens. But this one is serious.