It's not like I'm GIVING UP on my dream...

I’ve come to the conclusion that my dream man cannot exist. I’ve had two boyfriends now that were everything I wanted - EXCEPT.... they were both missing one key important factor for what I want in a partner. I decided last weekend that if I did marry someone who was exactly what I wanted in every way... how would I learn from that? How would I improve? Truly, other than self gratification, how would I improve. So have I thrown my wish-list out the window? Of course not. It still shines bright and hopeful. It’s just prioritized into what qualities are comprisable or not. I mean, I’m sure there’s an intelligent, faithful, LDS, liberal, politically active, artistically talented, outdoors loving, dancing, singing, heterosexual, gorgeous, relatively skinny-but-toned, well dressed but not obsessed or spends excessively on frivolity, not-too tall, dark, articulate, good cuddler and kisser, fun and games loving, supportive, aged between 24 and 34 man who can provide a steady income for a family he loves, somewhere in the world.... but odds are some other lucky girl will find him before I do... and she’ll benefit more from his love than I would anyway. So I’ll just demand the basics... I’m still not gonna “settle.”